Saturday, October 24, 2009!
HandWritten on; 1:21 AM
everything you do in life has got its tradeoffs. this may sound like economics, but its true. for every decision you make you get to consider how to go about doing it, how you want it to end. you may be thinking about the possible consequences to your actions, but you cannot predict all. if you choose option A, you are a generous friend who's willing to share everything, you predict that no nothing bad will come out of it it will all be in goodwill. if you choose option B, you feel guilty for thinking that way and chiding yourself for thinking that but cant help but feel that it will perhaps be the better option for you. you think and think and think and come to a conclusion.
i chose A. but i'm really starting to regret it. as things venture out from my expectations, i think that perhaps sometimes in life it pays to be a little selfish. this sucks, but the thought of it really tortures me.
why do i have a bad feeling about all these?